assalammualaikum...
bersyukur kita ke hadrat ILAHI kerana memanjangkan umur kita semua, dan kita masih lagi mempunyai kemampuan dr segi fizikal dan mental untuk menjalani kehidupan seharian.
sepanjang perjalanan tahun 2008, terlalu banyak kisah suka duka yang aku lalui, well I think most of us will felt the same way as I am. this year really a tough year, a year with a lot of drama, a year with a lot of argument, clashing part, flirting, enjoying, crying and heartbroken. but the worst part is, the failure of me. I'm not be able to achieve what I've target before. maybe lack of attention and more to "main-main" thing and also the act that I commit. I do agree sometimes I've been so stubborn, childish, egoistic and most of all I'm so heartless until people get upset with my action. I know its not supposed to be like that cause I'm not too cruel to let people down. but the situation let me be the odd than usual.
well..this year, I need to behave more like human. no more emotional stuff, no more stingy word, no more playing, no more lepaking and no more daydreaming. I do tired with my own self. I have no respect to others and I'm just thinking about myself. I do want people appreciate me but I'm not appreciate people behind me. so selfish am I..
I regretted things I've done, and wanna move on to maturity. yeah!!it's a growing up session which I realized things in the way of 21 years. becoming 21's makes me realized that I'm not a child anymore, passing old my childish stuff and be more independent. I don't want to depends on others while I can do more with myself.
so...for me..this coming 2009, I will cherish every moment I have and I want to make something that I can proud of to be. I want to change people judgment on me and I want to be more independent while behave like a real muslimah. things will go on according to what I want if I been able to stay at my word. I do need people to guide me if I'm wrong and, to all my fwen..please help me to be a better person. I really do need your help. in order to be independent, I still need people help to remembered me things I've forgotten and to guide me as well. I hope all my wish will come true.
I also wish all of my friend will have a good year coming towards and all of your "azam" will come true...
may GOD bless us..!!
asslammualaikum...
