#1 nonsense feeling

Serius hari ni rasa nak menulis aku meluap2. aku tak tahu macmmane nak luahkan apa yang aku rasa. well, here's the story.

I'm going to KL tomorrow and then I text 'a friend' mentioning I'm going to KL tomorrow. I msg him since this 'friend' would like to buy me a meal. (its as token of appreciation cause I'm helping him out a few month ago.)
so, I told him I'm going to MINES, then he ask me a lot. All 5why analysis came out. then, this 'friend' call me a few hour ago. firstly, it just going smoothly, but he start to accused me for something that I wouldn't do. I get angry actually, cause he already remind me to someone that once I had in my life. they have this similarities, which make me easily tempered. I know I shouldn't be mad cause he just joking but I already mad. I get dissatisfied but soon I realized I shouldn't be like that, it was too late.

Right now, I got this inconvenient feeling in my chest. Should I apologized or just let it be. I didn't want people to hate me, but the way he talked and accused and thinking is really the same. Right now, I'm really hurt and confused. I really wish he would read this and he can know how sorry I am. I don't mean to be rude, or make you angry. I just too emotional. Taking your joke seriously and I am so sorry. please forgive me.

*sigh*