Alhamdulillah...(^_^)

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim...

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Penyayang..Aku mulakan bicara.

Alhamdulillah. the first word come out after a hear a good news. Double good news I would say.

Last Friday, I have an interview session at Penang, and the interview going smoothly. its a good news that I got the job with some big company at Penang. but since I didn't yet get my offer letter then I have to keep it silent. But still, I feel very bless. Its worth going there with airplane and return at the same day. Its quite hectic for me but still it's worth. Alhamdulillah. Thank You Allah.

Another thing is, I met my bf mother. Can you imagine that? She really wanna meet me since my bf say that he had someone in mind. Thus, the meeting going smoothly too. She really said that I'm not that beatiful but still she can accept. Since her mother like me so i dont have any offended feeling. hehe. Isnt that a good feeling? hmm..

A day with happiness. But, if I'm going to Penang, then I will leave my family in Malacca. I was the only child which since childhood live in Malacca. Never going anywhere (except Phang & Muar). So, its quite difficult to me to leave them, and also they seriously didn't like my idea to move to penang. *sigh*

other than that is, how about my boss right now. I really think of them. I guess they need me. and seriously, i feel very guilty right now. I really love working in Konica but still, I need my future development, I need to go out from my comfort zone. I want to be by myself. I want to learn to appreciate the things call family which right now I even didnt notice that. Also, to think it twicw, how is my life at Penang? without wifi 24hours, without aircond in your bedroom, without queen size vono, without water heater at your bath tub, without ice cream in your fridge. *sigh*. I have to leave all my convenient zone. how can I live then?

huhu..with all this thought, I really need to think twice. Anyone can help?