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Tangkupan Perahu, Bandung, 15 Nov 2012

Mecca Experience

Assalammualaikum..

No words can describe how I am very thankful to Allah, as He let me breath in this world again today. Alhamdulillah and Allahu Akbar.

I bet I have a few months of no post from me. Well, I'm kinda busy and sometimes so lazy to update my blog. My life is not so smooth, there had obstacles in all of my journey. But, it doesn't means that I approved all obstacle happen around me. I don't want to let anythings that happen let me down. Therefore, I will strive to live my life to the fullest.

Here's some quick updates from me.

In May,  I got  a chances to got Mecca for performing Umrah. 8 days in Mecca and 4 days in Madinah, it such a wonderful moments in my life. Though I don't bring my camera along, but in my minds, there's always a picture of Kaabah and I am very proud that I've been given an opportunity that not all people can get. To be as HIS guest, and been able to perform Umrah bout 3 times, no words can described my feeling at that times.

Some people said that, the weather there is hot compared to Malaysia. I had to agree that the weather there, when Subuh time , 4 o'clock in the morning, the temperature there is 42 degree Celsius. If in Malaysia, we will having a extremely hot weather but not in Mecca. You don't feel that hot. U still feel the morning breeze though the temperature is 42 degree Celsius. the weather there is  same as Malaysia, but at Mecca you has to drink a lot of water cause the weather there are very dry. Hot and dry. therefore, a lot of water consumed and you dont need to buy any water there, just drink air zam-zam. Islam holy water. Subhanallah. It's free and awesome.

One day I  dont feel very well, after perform last step of Umrah, which you have to "tahallul'; means cutting your hair after Sai'e. Then I feel like to rest at my hotel. On my journey back, there's an Azan for Zuhur Prayer. I was like walking immediately to not get stuck in the crowd of people who are coming to Masjidilharam for Zuhur prayer.  One thing that I amazed, all the shop there is closed when they heared  an Azan. The people who work at the stall nearby, wll bring out their sajadah and perform prayer Jamaah with the others people ouutside their shop. It's kinda amazed me. There's no way you can see it here, I means Malaysia. Even some of Malay Islam people whho not perform their prayers. (sometime myself also has a skipped).

And aftter I had my umrah, we go to Madinah and pray at Masjid Nabawi. The weather there is much more cooler and nice. You can feel very soothed with the environment. We have a nice hotels and much more nicer than at Mecca.  But, it doeest matter, we dnt really spend time in hotel room though. I get chances to perform prayer at "Raudhah" places. It's a place where Heaven garden (Raudhah) took places.

Alhamdulillah. I've got those chances to pray there (Raudhah), to do'a in front of Kaabah. It's just an awesome experience. I want to go there one more times. Sooner is better. I want to stay there for a long time, I find  peace there. Maybe with my future husband. Insya Allah.

I think enough for today, I just finish my 2nd paper. Supply Chain Management. My mind just want to get explode. Got another 1 paper on Sunday and then I'll be free...huhu.. Wish me luck then..

Bye2 and take care dear friends.. (^_^)

7th Dec 2012

20:47

Mutiara Perdana Apartment, Pulau Pinang

Love,

Halimah AbdHalim

Andai Ku bercinta lagi - Mojo

Ku ukir indah namamu- 7 pelangi

though we ar not together now, i know deep in your heart, my place is irreplaceable. Same goes to you.

I just hope you will find a girl that suits you more, a girl that can make you happy, a girl that can give you encouragement, a girl that can help you in good or bad situation, a girl who can cherish every minutes with you without complaining and a girl that can smile to you evertime, everyday. 

and I'm not that girl anymore.

Please be happy, you are so-called my life, but from today onward, you are not.

Last song for you.

Master master

Salam ramadhan semua...

It's been 8 days since we start fasting. Alhamdulilah. Allah masih beri aku kesempatan untuk bernafas di bumi Nya.  also means I'm living in Penang quite sometimes. Hmm.. about 1 year? huhu.. setahun berjauhan dari family and aku rasa woww.. it's been a year already

working alone here, making new friend, going on vacation a lot, going to Umrah a few month ago and all of it is my recent activities. The latest one, is im going to further my study in  MBA at Wawasan Open University. 2 and half years. Maybe I'll finish it when my age 27?? huhu... hope I can finish it on time.. huhu..

Hmm.. my feelings?

quite nervous, dont know is it a good things or not. I have a big dream, I am ambitious, I am greed, I want to become somene important in organization, i want t be a well known people. Though I dont know if this can keep up my spirit but indeed I just want to give it a try. There are some peoples sid that MBA is just bullshitting, but for me, whatever that I do, I'll try to do my very best.

Why MBA?
Hmm.. MBA is called Master of businees administration. i know it just call bussiness admin, if you want to become an entrepreneur, ths is not a good solution. Entrepreneur is no use to take MBA. Yes I do agree on that, i learned it because I want to know how to admin people. If one day I got company to take over, atleast I have some knowledge in managing people. managing people is not an easy task. As my work also dealing th people, I have some people working below me, this MBA is very helpful. I also need to know how is organisation is run, then is my company I'm working is good in managing people or not, then atleast i can have some of idea. Also as I stated before, I am ambitious person. I'm wishing that one day, i can manage my family business atleast. I want my dad  company to become big and bigger. I want to give ore opportunity for people like me to work. I want my father just sit in home doing nothing and let me take a control. That's atleast I can do for him. huhu

So today will be my first class, and I am nervous. Girls and boys, please pray for my succcess k?? (^_^)


P/S: I already deactivated my fb account. Just dont know until when. Maybe I just can interact with my friend here..Maybe.. i f I sanat rajin untuk update something.. hehehe...

Ok till then... xoxo

Its okay even it is hurt

and hope you understand how it is feel.

.....................................................................

Pejamkan matu mu untuk ku
Dengarlah dunia berkata-kata
Usah kau ragu disini tempatmu
Walau berubah dimata kita
Tetap indah selagi kau masih percaya

Tertawa kecewa terpisah
Jalan yang lurus yang berhalang
Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Ku harap ku masih percaya
Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Ku harap ku masih percaya
Bukalah matamu
Biar aku memelukmu
Kita bersama masih muda masih mentah
Ku harap kau masih percaya

Selama ini ( 7x )

kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

childish

Sorry..Aku rasa entry beberapa hari lepas xreleven langsung. Aku mintak maaf kalau ada yg tersinggung membaca entry aku yang lepas. Sebenarnya entry tu bukan untuk sesiapa, tapi aku cuma tulis nak luahkan je, tapi ada yang salah faham, so dari menyebabkan kehidupan aku jadi kucar kacir, dengan orang yang salah faham dan berkecil hati, aku delete entry tersebut. Jadi, aku mintak maaf kepada sesiapa yang terluka hatinya, yang terasa entry tersebut ditujukan untuk anda, tapi sebenarnya bukan. So, maaf sekali lagi.

Dan aku juga kata entry tuh xrelevan sebab nampak sangat aku childish. (Konon xsuka orang emo, padahal diri sendiri lagi emo kot). Huhu..Biasa ah perempuan kan, bende kecik pon boleh jadi besar. Terpijak kaki pon boleh merajuk seminggu, inikan pula terguris hati. Mahu sampai mati ingat kot. Haha~ Okay2, xrelevan langsung..Huhu..

Semalam kawan lama aku ade offer diri nak masuk meminang aku. Haha~ Ok! Ini serius lawak. Aku tak tahu lah dia betul2 ke tipu, tapi macam main-main je. Huhu. Seriously, aku memang rasa nak kawen, tapi rasa nak kawen dengan org yang aku suka ah. Hihi. Mesti best kan? Sejak aku kenal someone, aku dah mula berangan-angan. Dulu aku xpenah pun berangan pasal nak kawen, nak ada relationship yang serius pon aku taknak. Sebab aku ni bukan orang yang suka ada komitmen. RIMAS. Yela, maybe sebab aku memang selesa berkawan rapat gn sume org, leh kuar je gn sesape, leh bergelak ketawa bersama sesiapa, dam mungkin juga sebab kebanyakan kawan-kawan aku adalah lelaki dan aku tak rasa aku perlukan someone untuk jadi kekasih aku. Aku malas nak dengar pasal cemburu2 buta ni, gaduh2 sebab kawan2, huhh...bosan! So, aku memang xsuka komitmen ah senang cite.

Tapi semuanya berubah, haha..Maknanya aku dah ready kot nak ada serius relationship. Tapi...ha..masalahnye..ade ke nak orang yang macam aku ni? Perangai serupa lelaki, selebet, pendek, gemuk, banyak jerawat, xcantik. Hmmm~ Mesti tak ada kan? Kalau ada pun, kompem dia memang xbetul. Haha! (ST, jangan marah..:P)...Bila kita dah ready, tapi masa pulak yang jadi masalah. Tapi xpe, kalau ade jodoh xkemana kan? Selagi aku masih kuat, dan hati aku masih sayang, aku akan kotakan janji-janji aku. Tapi andai hati aku tak kuat, dan kasih aku berkurang, aku mintak maaf. Mungkin bukan jodoh kita. Huhu~

Semalam bila aku selak2 pasal entry perkahwinan segala bagai, aku jadi takut. Ok, berat gak tanggungjawab seorang isteri, tapi berat lagi tanggungjawab seorang suami. Pada umur 22 tahun, aku tak rasa aku mampu untuk menjalani tanggungjawab tersebut. So, aku harap 3tahun akan datang, aku dah lebih matang untuk menjalani kehidupan aku. Huhu..Doakan aku ya??

Beberapa hari ni, aku cuba untuk digged out my weakness and and my strength. I also try to construct my own agenda in life. Aku nak ada perancangan rapi dalam hidup, dan setakat ni, ade bebarapa goal yang ingin aku capai dalam hidup aku. Antaranya:

1. Apply keje yang releven dengan kos aku, dan kalau boleh aku nak area yang luar dari Melaka. Aku nak cuba hidup berdikari sendiri.
2. Sambung Master if aku xjumpe keje yang sesuai dalam masa 6bulan. I guess cam nak ambil MBA, but tengok keadaan macamana, and aku juga mungkin kene tanye pendapat ramai sebelum membuat keputusan, Universiti pilihan pun mungkin luar dari MElaka, dan terasa mahu ke Jepun ah..huhu..
3. Married in the age of 25..(Insya-Allah). Hope that time aku nye financial status dah stabil ah.
4. Berenti keje in the age of 29, and belajar nak bukak bakeri. Home cook bakeri pon boleh kot.
5. Open up my own bakery shop in the age of 30..Lagi bes kalau style ala2 Jco..hihi...
6. Pakai Accord in the age of 35..yeyy!!
7. Having 5 children, 3boys 2 gurls...(^_^)..
8. Having a blast life with my love one till I die...(^_^)
9. and at the same time, help my family in any way, if they need my help...:)..

Huhu..9 bende yang aku nak capai dalam hidup aku, dan list ni mungkin akan bertambah dan akan berkurang. Tapi setakat ni, ini lah goal aku sendiri....Anda pula bagaimana???

a weird day with a weird feeling at the weird place

post yang paling bosan

my home sweet home (Argghh!!rindunye kat buaian, gelongsor, jongkang-jongkit. yang 2 orang budak tuh, aku gn adik aku konon-konon main kat depan rumah, berlakon!!haha~)

my current home (this picture taken time raya thun lepas, thanks to jamie..(^_^))

Dah lama rasanya xupdate blog neh. Macam dah bersawang-sawang, berhabuk segala bagai la. Actually bukan xnak update, cume..MALAS...Haha~jujur gile kot. Lagipun menulis memerlukan daya kerajinan yang tinggi, rasa menulis tuh selalu ada, idea pon macma bnyak-banyak je, tapi bila dah manaip separuh jalan, idea jadi mati. Huhh! Ntah ape2, last2, after try 2 3 kali, aku dah fed up dah menaip. Trus delete je entry separuh jalan tuh.

Well, 23 feb aritu, genaplah umur aku 21. Eh!silap. 22 dah..haha, rasa macam tua la plak. Dah umo 22 dah, dah boleh kawen dah (bak kata mak aku), dah kene keje dah, dah kene jadi rajin dah. Adeh!! Thanks la pada kawan-kawan fb yg rajin meng-wish, pada kawan-kawan yang msg and pada kawan-kawan yang aku paksa nyanyi lagu besday untuk aku. Haha!! Besday tahun rasa macam pelik, sebab xde sorang pon bg kek, tapi aku xkesah pon. Sebab aku dpat hadiah paling bes dalam hidup. Tapi tu biarlah rahsia, biar aku sorang je yang tahu ape hadiah tuh..Tapi aku suke la, walaupun nampak biasa, tapi aku suke..(gelak smbil wat muke gatal.)

Hmm, tahun ni kitorang xcelebrate, sebab time besday adik , bapak aku dah wat kenduri, actually besday aku gn adik aku dekat2 je, selang 3 hari. Adik aku besday dia 26hb, so biasanya memang kitorang akan celebrate lambat. Biasanya celebrate skali dengan adik aku, tapi xkesahla tuh. Tahun lepas abah still blanje kek lagi, tapi tahun ni kak su plak yang belanja kitorang, hahaha..nasebla sape yang dah bekerja tuh kn?Cume xde kek la. Dapat Jco pon jadikla..:D

me n my adik yang gemok kat Stone-grill

Well, first skali pergi tgok Valentine's day, dahla tgok cerita jiwang, padahal aku gn adik single kot. Tgok org jiwang-jiwang rasa mcm loser jek. Tapi cite tuh boleh la tahan. sempoi la gak. yang peling bes aku suke satu conversation diorang, yang time ashton kutcher tnye kat kawan dia, camne kawan dia nye married leh kekal lame, pastu kawan dia cakap, "I married with my best friend". Ha!!Suke-suke. Tapi biasanyalah kan, bila kita kawen dengan bestfriend kita, mesti rasa hepi, mesti boleh kekal lama. Tapi xsemua la. Ade jugak yang xkekal, contohnya cam aku ni hah. ahhh!!Ape-ape je lah, malas nak piki.

Valentine's Day

Sebenarnya, aku pon xtaw ape motif aku tulis post neh, maybe saja nak mengisi masa yang terluang. Terluang ah sangat, padahal aku ngah bosan nak buat PSM ni. Ok, aku cume ade mase 3 minggu je lagi untuk siapkan keje yang bertangguh 3bulan. Hahh!!hebat x hebat aku ni?Hebat kan??Aku pon rasa aku hebat. Tapi xhebat sangat sebab belum siap lagi. Gile ahh! Tu lah, wat keje bertangguh lagi.

Tadi aku dapat coklat, kotak coklat bentuk hati. Nani kata "Romantiknya". Aku kata, "yeke??". Hahaha. Isk, aku rasa aku dah lame xdapat coklat, dah 2 tahun kot. Last skali ex aku yang bagi. Huhh~ Lamenye. Tapi kan aku rasa aku kagum dengan diri sendiri, lame jugak aku men-single ni. Dulu rasa hidup aku kosong, yela, xde orang nak layan, xde orang nk amek kesah. Tapi sekarang, aku rasa hepi je. Haha. Kenapa ek??

Hm..Aku baru perasan sebenarnya, aku nye blog ni xde gambar. Haha! Malas benonye nak upload picture. Tadi time aku selak-selak album lame-lame. Aku rasa rindu pada budak-budak yang intern kat ctrm, ema, oden, ben, ela, faruq, jama, din. Iskk..Bile lah boleh jumpe-jumpe. Nanti dah keje kompem susah nak jumpe. Dahla dorang tuh sume-sume hebat2. Iskk!

Ela, Oden, aku, Ben, Ema (Budak bilik Filing)

Tapi aku paling rindu kat ST la, rasa lama je tak jumpe dia. Hehehehe. ST, Jom dating Jom!!!(^_^)

Ok, tu je nk cite..da~

a word

If we're friend,
then I can call you up and sees you whenever I want to..right?

If we're friend,
then when I'm struggling, you can be by my side..right?

If we're friend,
when you're struggling..I can help you right?

If we're friend,
we can do things that we can't do, together...right?


Love can be separate, but friends are forever..(^_^), and I want to e your closest friends forever..

Please be happy...

-Stairways to heaven-

Kau-Aku

Kau dan aku ,adalah satu
Tak kira apa
Segala rintihan aku ,engkau selalu ada
Biar kata memisah kita
Biarkan saja
Kerana terbiasa


Chorus :
Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku
Sentiasa merasa kehilanganmu
Ku akan tunggu saat bertemu

Tiada henti
Walau dimana kita berdiri
Di dalam dunia ini
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti


Semua tak terang di mataku ,walau warnanya menyala
Ingin merasa namun aku takkan cuba
Biar kata memisah kita
Biarkan saja
Kerana terbiasa
Ooohhh.


Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku
Sentiasa merasa kehilanganmu
Ku akan tunggu saat bertemu
Tiada henti


Walau dimana kita berdiri
Di dalam dunia ini
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti
Ooohhh..Oohhh..Ooohhh

-Aizat-





Hahh!truely bait2 lirik lagu ini amat bermakna buat aku. Aku gembira dan seronok. Bahagia semua pun ada. Hehe!

Selamat pagi sayang, semoga apa yang kamu cari, kamu jumpa...(^_^)..Walau apa2 pun jadi, kamu tetap kawan aku yang tersayang.

so-call-goodbye

Hari ini hari terakhir di tahun 2009. Esok mula masuk tahun baru, maknanya semakin bertambah usia hidup di muka bumi ini. Terima Kasih Tuhan!

Bila kenang-kenang balik diari hidup aku selama di tahun 2009, aku rasa, hidup aku lebih bermakna dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Sebab tahun 2009, adalah tahun aku menjadi lebih dewasa dari tahun 2008. Aku lebih berani berkata-kata, aku lebih berani berkawan, aku lebih berani memberi pendpat, dan paling penting, aku semakin berani untuk teruskan hidup yang lebih mencabar.

Tahun 2009, aku kenal dengan ramai-ramai orang, sebab aku ber"internship" di CTRM. Aku kenal ema (my sister), oden (source of darkness), ben (boy band), ela (backhand gurl), jama (kisah si lipas yang sesat), faruq (mata-mata). Selama 7 bulan bersama diorang, dah macam sebati dalam diri aku. Kat CTRM, ajar aku menjadi lebih berani, lebih expose diri dan belajar menunjukkan diri aku yang sebenar. Macam-macam memori dalam hidup aku yang xboleh nak lupe, mungkin sebab aku xpernah serapat, atau sebaik dengan orang lain sebagaimana aku rapat atau sebaik dengan mereka yang aku sebut di atas, dan aku sangat-sangat bersyukur aku dapat CTRM, walaupon bekerja cuma sebagai kerani. Tapi seronok bergosip dan makan-makan free itu paling jelas terasa hingga kini. Dan hubungan kami-kami masih lagi seperti dulu walaupun masing-masing sibuk dengan life masing-masing. Huhu~

After internship, masuk sem baru, semua dengan semangat baru nk berPSM. After intern, hampir semua budak kelas aku kata aku dah berubah. Maybe aku menjadi lebih berani dan maybe aku jadi terlalu open? Aku pun tak tahu, tapi aku rasa gembira dan bersemangat untuk menjadi lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Mungkin penangan final year dan aku rasa xmahu menjadi LOSER. Maybe?

Dan satu lagi bat aku bahagia ialah bersama kembali dengan orang-orang yang aku sayang dulu. Segala kekusutan yang berlaku antara kami semuanya sudah terlerai, dan aku harap tiada lagi drama swasta yang akan berlaku. amiiin.

Ok, at the end of the year, satu lagi berita gembira bagi diri aku sebab aku jumpa seorang kawan yang sangat baik. Yang pada awalnya, aku xpernah perasan kewujudan dia walaupon kami selalu bersama. Chewaahh!Haha. Tapi sekarang aku ada kawan baik, dan aku takkan hilang dia macam aku hilang wan dulu. Dan aku takkan ulang perangai lama sebab aku taknak aku hilang diri lagi sekali. Cukuplah aku rasa bahagia macam ni, dan walau aku tahu mungkin aku dengan dia xkan lebih dari seorang kawan, tapi cukuplah aku rasa sebahagia ini. Terima Kasih pada kau yang sudi berkawan dengan budak xcukup sifat macam aku ni. (^_^)

Hah. Another things yang aku rasa bahagia is, mak bapak aku nampaknya semakin sporting. Haha. And the most thing is, aku rasa macam tak nak tinggalkan rumah je, macam walau aku nak pergi kerja jauh-jauh pasni, mesti aku rindu katil empuk dan internet 24hours kat rumah, sambil hidup bersenang-lenang tanpa perlu mengeluarkan peluh. haiisshh!

Baiklah, seperti tahun-tahun lepas, aku harap tahun ini akan lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya. Aku harap apa yang aku doa tiap2 hari lepas sembahyang makbul lah hendaknya. Aku cuma harap yang terbaik dalam hidup walau aku tahu, aku tidaklah sebaik mana tapi aku harap aku boleh berikan yang terbaik dalam hidup. BOTB!


Ok!Selamat datang 2010, Selamat tinggal 2009!

the man

there is a story
about a young girl falling in love with a man
since her junior grade at school

she was so in love with that man
the way he think
the way he judge
and so much of personality influenced her

but,
she just a small tiny girl
hiding in dining room
with the candle light
just to read about him

but,
she just a little girl
and
she tried hard to understand
the way he talk
the way he think
and apparently she can't do the same

but,
she just a little girl

and then she grow up,
the man of her dream become far away,
she seems to lost the memory of the man

one day a friend ask her to watch the man,
she said "oh! pleasure"
even she knows that,
maybe he would not be the same as she read
when she just a little girl.


And the day comes,
she meet her men in life
and truly
she fall in love again
even it is just a movie
she fall in love
even it script
she fall in love
even a stupid move and reaction
she fall in love

*sigh*

And she grateful.




Sherlock Holmes is the best!

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me
I hate the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat-boots
and way you read my minds
I hate you so much that makes me sick
and even makes me rhyme

I hate it
*sigh*

I hate it when you always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
and worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you are not around
and fact you didn't call

But mostly I hate that I didn't hate you

not even close

not even a little bit
not even at all

10 things I hate about you (1999)

Great poem isn't it?*sigh*

I heart this poem when I watch this movie alone, cause my sister going to KL for fun. Huh! Luckily, it's a nice story. Hey! Ade x sesape yang nak nyanyi tuk aku lagu "Cant Take My eyes Over you" sambil joget2 kat padang sekolah. Haha. Kadang-kadang cerita mcam ni buat girl-girl macam kita ni berangan dan nak over2 terlebih. Means, mesti kita akan impikan someone yang kita syang boleh wat perkara-perkara romantik2 macam tuh, tapi bile kita macam berharap dapat lelaki-lelaki macam tuh. sedangkan pakwe-pakwe kita seromantik tuh, kita akan kecewa. Huhu~ Dan kebanyakan lelaki-lelaki sangat tidak suka cerita romantik sebab itu, sebab kadang-kadang cerita-cerita romantik xmasuk akal. dan perempuan-perempuan pula suka bende-bende xmasuk akal ni, termasuklah membuat konsert kat padang semata-mata nk ajak perempuan tuh kuar dating. Haishh. kalau aku pon, kompem nk dating gn laki macm tuh. Wahaha!

Ok, berbalik pasal cinta-cinta ni, kadang-kadang susah nak tarik diri kita dari jatuh cinta kan? Sebab ye la, nak jumpe orang yang suka kat kita ape adenye, susah woo, kalau kita yang suke dia ape adenya rasanya banyak jek. Kire cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan la. Ada kawan aku yang aku rasa baru-baru ni putus cinta. Ops! Lupe. Akak aku pun baru putus cinta. Alasan putus xtahulah cume aku rasa, masing-masing dah bosan dengan perangai masing-masing. Akak aku bosan gn pakwe dia, pakwe dia bosan gn akak aku. Last-last clash. Huh. Selama 5tahun bercintan-cintan, mak bapak dah kenal dah, sekali putus. Haishh.. Pastu masing-masing tunjuk-tunjuk silap masing-masing. Time bercinta, semuanya indah-indah. Huh!

Aku sebenarnye frust tengok orang bercerai-bagai ni, sebab ye la kan. Kita dah penah tengok kawan kita bahagia dengan orang yang dia sayang, sekali tup-tup dengar cerita dah putus. Dulu bukan main lagi berkepit 24 jam, sekarang pandang muke pon dah xhinging Sume kisah-kisah zaman tok kadok pon siap ungkit. Hmm. Frust weh!

Ok, kepada korang yang bercinta-cinta, xpon kepada mereka yang dah berkahwin tapi dah mula rasa bosan dengan life masing-masing, aku nk suggest korang tgok 17 Again. Movie ni memang bagus, sebab, mesej dia simple. "Appreciate what you have, while you have it, cause when it's gone, U gonna miss it".

17 Again

Dan kepada sesiapa yang ingin berpisah ke bercerai berai ke, ingatlah saat2 anda bercinta, selak-selaklah album-album gambar lame2, carik balik apa yang hilang antara anda, bincang dan cuba kekalkan apa yang ada. Carilah saat yang paling indah, dan bina semula saat-saat itu. Lagi-lagi bila kita bercinta dengan orang yang kita suka. Kita yang pilih dia, kita yang mahu terima baik buruk dia. Kalau boleh, perpisahan itu biarlah perkara paling dibenci sekali. Biarlah itu menjadi langkah terakhir untuk memecah kebuntuan. Never say die, before you try!! (motto hidup aku..dulu!).

Tetibe entry ni jadik entry orang frust bercinta plak kan?hehe~Takde lah, cuma aku ni agak xsuka bila ade orang bercerai-berai ni. Tapi kadang-kadang hati dan perasaan ni memang xboleh nk dipaksa. Sebab bila kita dah tawar hati, yang manis pon dah xjadi manis jugak. Tapi itu semua depends atas individu tu sendiri. Sama ada nak kekalkan atau cari pengganti. Huhu~Tapi xpenat ke nk cari orang yang boleh knal kita macam orang yang sedia ada kenal kita.

Berkenalan itu payah jugak kadang-kadang, kadang-kadang rasa OK, kadang-kadang rasa takut, kadang-kadang rasa xpasti. contohnye kita ni da selalu-selalu msg2 dengan someone la kan, tapi bila kita dah lama-lama kenal dia, baru kita tahu, "owh, dia ni cuma nak cari kawan-kawan je", akhirnya kita macam frust sendiri jugak kan? Ataupun, "owh..dia ni masih suka kat ex dia yang lama", atau "owh, dia ni lum bersedia nak bercinta sebab ex dia yang lama tinggalkan dia, so dia belum rasa nak suka kat sapa-sapa", atau "Owh..dia ni sesuai untuk buat kawan jek, untuk jadi laki xsesuai langsung". Huhh. Kan susah tuh? So, baiklah kita sume-sume ni setia je pada orang yang boleh terima diri kita seadanya. Ok? Bercerai hidup itu xkool, baiklah bercerai mati. Baru abadi. (^_^).





Haha. Tetiba rasa malam ni entry merepek meraban kan?Aku rasa macam aku ni doktor cinta plak (sambil nyanyi lagu dokter cinta-dewa dewi).Huhu. Okla, rasanya aku perlu beradu, esok nak pergi berdating ke kedai laptop. Huhu~Anyone mahu teman saya pergi membeli belah, sila angkat kaki.Hehe!



Selamat Malam! Especially pada kamu yang berasa di atas bas, yang kompem tengah tidur dengan nyenyaknye. Hey!Semoga sampai dengan selamat..(^_^).. Take care!

personality test..(^_^)

While berjalan-jalan di blog rakan-rakan, I ternampak sesuatu yang menarik. Thanks Diana for the link. So, Kawan-kawan, mari kita menilai diri kita. Even maybe bukanla accurate, tapi atleast, kita boleh kenal siapa kita kan??(^_^)

Here's the link for those who really interested to do the personality test. 99% accurate on me..(^_^)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

**I love humourous people too**

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



Wahh..Am i that person, but I think I'm not matured enough though. As I said, 99% True about me, about my dream job, about what most I fear -->FAILURE!..Truely, I dont like dissapointment. Huhu. But, the real me is seems not like above. This is the result about the real me. I think it 100% accurate.

1. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
2. You strictly follow rules (yes, sometimes i guess this statement is right.), and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice (sometimes, I ignore people advice..huhu.). You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
3. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
4. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
5. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

OMG!am the real me seems like this?Sometimes, of course I have this attitude especially the bold one. Some of my friend also complaint the same thing, so..I should start to renovate back my attitude kan??huhu..

Ok, another is my Personality Love style.

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.


Isn't that true? The truth is, I'm the person that easily falling in love with people, but I try to put some border to love someone, means, to not let myself easily fall in love with people, I set some high to let the chosen people pass on it. So with that, I'm not easily letting myself messing with wasting-time people. But, I dont put a border on friendship, cause friends may come and go, while I don't want my love to change. (Even, I've a tons of ex's..huhh)

Haha..Another truth is, I like this merepek2 thingy. You know it seems like nak bangge diri sdri tanpa sebab, and sometimes rasa diri kita ni sebenarnye mcm angel je kan??Yela, when personality test come out, sume macam bagus2 jek, tapi deep inside, sometimes people xdela sebaik itu pon, even diri sendiri pon xsebagus mana, banyak cacat cela jugak..huhu..

So..untuk kenal diri anda, silalah cube kuiz ini. Menarik! dan sila pastikan diri anda menjadi seperti personality test itu, means, amek yang baik, buang yang buruk.. Go go chaiyok kawan2...(^_^)



++Hati sedang berdebar-debar la, macam nak jumpe seseorang yang lame xberjumpe..Chewahh!++



P/s: akak aku sedang rasa diri dia bella dalam twilight..OHH MENN!!dan dia cakap dia nk jadi penyanyi??WTH??X rasa ke suara anda macam katak-katak memamnggil hujan?..hahh!one more thing, sila pakai braces ye kakak..hehehe!

AVATAR

AVATAR

Avatar is a great movie, and its end up my list of movie for this year perfectly. Haha..Luckily it's a great movie, all the ingredient are mixed finely. You can have the feeling of nature, it's a really nice scenery, a really great movie line, eventhough you may expect what will happen at the end of story, yet it still experience you new thing. The up and down in your life, whats good and whats bad. What's must or what's mustn't. Huhh. Usually, I'm not applaud to any movie, except Upin Ipin la, and Transformers.

Upin & Ipin - Geng

Upin Ipin is Malaysian Product, and the quality of storyline is same to the Pixar studio or any other 3D animation story from outsider, and its really cool cause we had daily conversation in there. Eventhough, sometimes the story are being up broad too much, yet its still entertaining. the 2nd movie that amazed me is Transformers, that;s not because of the story, but the way the movie is make, and its also not because the cast ok? The cast is usual, but the unusual is how the make the transformers really alive. Its so cool. How I wish I can do that too, the technology. Huhh..Please, Malaysian people, make us some robots same as Optimus Prime or more powerful than that..Huhu.. Atleast no one can harm us anymore. Peace..(^_^)..

Transformers - Revenge of The Fallen

Ok, back to Avatar, it was a last minute movie. My sister and I decided to watch New Moon at Dataran Pahlawan since yesterday is my sister off day. As all of you know, my sister is really busy on her job, yet don't have any time to rest. So as a good younger sister, I'm willing to have a date with her and willing her to buy me a movie. Haha..(That's willing word is really annoying ok..I'm forcing her to watch movie and buy me a ticket actually..) Huhu. Unfortunately, the New Moon is not on-sale, I don't know what's happening, but the ticket available only for mid-nights. What the Fishla kan. My dream to see my Edward-Cullen-yang-gile-nak-mati-putih, and Bella-si-putih-yang-suke-ketap-bibir is absolutely a dream only.

Twilight saga- New Moon

So, later on we decided to watch AVATAR. I don't have any expectation on this movie, and my 1st impression, "this movie is boring and cliche". Haha. The hero must survive until last and meet some hot girl and making love and bla bla bla. But, after I watched it, Even the storyboard is same, like other movies, but I tell you, you didn't want the hero to die. Trust me!!You want him to alive and live long and having a great life. Huhh!Yes..Thats movie is so great to me. Really great. Sometimes, people that can't see the message, might say, "this movie is just like another movie", but please digged out the message of green life, about the courages of defend his nation and culture, about the united of people to defend the country, about the belief of their religion, about the effect of the trust that've been destroyd, about the humanity. Hey all people that say racist word, You should see this movie. This movie is completely full with message.

I love one line from the movie, "why you need to fill in the cup that already full?". It's mean, its a useless thing that you do and indeed, why must people to pretend they know nothing while they know everything? But, sometimes a person who knows everything is also lacking on something, such as, why must you build a road while they just use bird to fly?or just use tree to connect to another places? Truthfully, a decision to make is must comply with the environment, the silly mistakes like build a road at the jungle, where there is no transportation will use that road, is totally a sucks idea. Hey com'on!Think as a human la weh. Why they need all the technologies while they use nature to survive? All the greedy people in all over the world, will use violence as a method to conquer things, without think the consequence on all over the aspect, not concern about people, not concerning about nature, not concerning about the environment impact on the people out there. The people may lost home, may lost their love one, may lost everything they have, and I bet that it should be the same thing goes on the greedy people. "What you give, you get back!". (Patut laksanakan hukum hudud ni~). A very violent things, that a heartless people may do, is destroying the holy place of one race. That's their belief, and that's their religion, so please people, do respect them.

So, now you see why I love this movie, sometimes, nature is more powerful than technology. Human make a technology for a better living, while a nature is made by Allah for people to live in. So? Who is more powerful? Pray for Allah, if you want anything and don't ask to human. Allah will gave you what you want, while human is selective. "Selective" here means that, if you didn't bring any good to them, so you're useless, if yes, you're hero. That's human. The nature of human. So, please watch this movie, and see the message. I love Jake Sully!

haha, another line that I like most is, "Why this dream is feel so real, while the reality seems like dreaming?". I like it! He totally fall in love with that native girl, and same as the native girl. Aisshhh..I love them, hihihi..(tetibe boleh berangan time dorang duk bercinta-cinta).

neytiri & Jake Sully

sangat SWEET ok?Huhu..

OK, thats all for my entry this week, I think. Mari tgok Avatar kawan-kawan(^_^)




**congrats pada team Malaysia yang menang 1-0 lawan vietnam, camni baru lah ade feel nk sokong Malaysia! huhu~**

Birthday Wishes

This wishes goes to someone that is important to me, a nice man I ever found, and hope that our friendship will remain forever. So, for you the Mr-nice-guy, Happy Birthday...(^_^)

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
There's so many things, I just want to say.

You've inspire me, with your thoughts and actions,
And I'm so grateful, for your calm reactions.


You've always been there, when I needed you to stay.
Kindness is your forte,
And this love for you, I wish to convey.


I wish you the best, without any delay.
Here a hug and kisses for you on your birthday


Happy Birthday on this beautiful day


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