my pathetic week..

It's a hectic week starting from the last 3 weeks. I have no enough sleep and I have a lot of bad luck happen to me. Starting from the last Wednesday, while presenting DFE case study, and my group have been dihentam-bertubi-tubi oleh my supervisor because of our presentation are haven't achieved the benchmark made by my other friends. It's quite frustrating, because we have done so much effort to give the best, and FYI, furniture industries in Malaysia baru jek nak berkembang pesat, and because of that, xbanyak company kat Malaysia yang sudah establish sistem yang dia gunakan. Lagi-lagi mahu carik pasal Waste Management System. Sangat-sangatlah susah.

I have said to him earlier about problem we have facing, but he ask me to search jugak pasal kat Malaysia and he said that other negara boleh dijadikan rujukan jek. So, we ended up by creating a problem and solve it,BUT he doesn't like it. It's so frustrating because we cannot show our true abilities, and my bad luck is, I've got nervous and my presentation not going well... Ahh!

For the next day, we need to submit DFMA report and I have finish up the report until morning. Unfortunately, my computer hang and my discussion and conclusion lost!!I need to re made it again and when it done, the printer making me want to say-those bad word. Then, I ask my friend help, and print with kak abid printer, and the saddest part is, we have missed DFMA classes and I dragged my friend together. I hate myself because I the reason why they missed DFMA classes. Bad day again huh?? At afternoon, I and Oden going to CTRM to take some data for our PSM project. unfortunately, we nor be able to take any data because En fandi haven't submit our proposal yet. It's so wasting our time. I have asked En fandi before wether we need to make a proposal or not, but he just say later. When the times come, CTRM want the proposal before they decide to take the project or not. I got angry because I thought, our PSM project have already accepted, hence we just only can proceed. But, It's not!So, we need to make a proposal. unfortunately again, when I submit to my supervisor the next day and I have found out that my Introduction is quite boring and need a lot to repair. It's takes a time and I've got worried about my PSM. Can I make it done on time?...I'm not so lucky huh?

So, Friday....I'm going to KL for my sister graduation at UKM. Just to cherish the moment with her. Spending a night at my older sister house, and meets 2-budak-nakal, make me tireless. But, the Saturday and Sunday, It's a damn and horror experience. I hate UKM!I dont want to say a word about this because, I might use a not-nice words. I just hating myself for losing temper easily. Huhh~

And today, the greatest day ever. I've lost my car key..sekian~

genius!

soalan:

badan letih + otak tepu + perut lapar + mengantuk + xcukup tido+ NESCAFE

jawapan:

HEBATNYA AKU...~

akal sudah separuh sedar, mata xmau tutup tapi katil da memanggil-manggil dan bilik dah cukup sejuk untuk beradu...




itu lah akibat nye minum nescafe~GENIUS GILEW AHH...




demm!

annoying

getus hati

" Kenapa mesti begini? "

getus bicara

"Ahh~Aku benci kamu"



Lidah boleh menipu..Hati?Rasa?


Jawapannya ada pada diriku? Mungkin..


Walau sejauh mana pun aku cuba lari, bayangmu selalu menghantui..



Ya Allah..Ampunilah hambamu ini..Atas segala dosa-dosa yang ku lakukan..Berilah Aku peluang berubah Ya Allah..

dosa-dosa ku membuat kita terpisah dan......
"Jangan ganggu dia lagi", bisik akal.
"Jangan bergaduh lagi", bisik hati.
"Ah~persetankan semua", luah bicara.




Egoiskah aku?

another weekend entry~

Bored??

Another moments of my craziness strikes up. Usually, I'm not feeling this way..


Tired??

Yeah..I do feel tired. Tired of care someone else feelings. Hey! Who do you think yourself are huh. I keep pestering an apologize, and U just give that-most-annoying looks back at me. Hello?? Am I care??

Yes. I do care!

How much tears should be wipe away?

How much sense U need to be more alert?

How much loves should be bonded again?

How much money that need to BE spend for U to feel comfort?

How much??

Questioning and think back of yourself. U just can stop dreaming..



Because...


I'll let you go. Please don't turn back.

Even so, U'll not be able to see me again.



I just can't be a girl u used to know.

Because,

U let me down so many times and I just want to let it go.


I'm sorry. Please forgive me

FRIENDS~